Beauty in Suffering

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For this slight momentary affliction is preparing us for an eternal weight of glory beyond all measure … (2 Corinthians 4:17, NRSVC)

By Sonya Sidhu

Five years ago, I sustained an injury at work that led to having a metal plate with six screws surgically implanted in my neck, rendering me permanently disabled. These implants have caused debilitating pain at the bottom of my neck that radiates down my back and arms as I endeavor to live with permanent nerve damage. On a good day, I can cook for myself; on a bad day, I struggle to maintain basic hygiene.

I went from a fast-paced corporate America in one of the top five Fortune 500 companies, managing a team and flying across America at the age of 36, to being stuck at home and living in chronic pain. I was frustrated with the grinding halt of the career I had worked so hard for, to say the least. The Holy Spirit had blessed me with the skills to build a successful career for our Father but then humbled me with excruciating pain so that I could no longer continue serving him in the workplace. It would take me some time to realize this pain was a gift.

By accepting my suffering, I learned that I could continue to work joyfully for our Father in many different ways. In the corporate world, God gave me the skills, fortitude, and grace to build my career in the workplace according to worldly values. Now, with the guidance from the Holy Spirit, I realize that my pain and suffering is indeed a gift and an opportunity to serve God alone. I am joyfully bringing souls to him through Bible study classes, activities, and programs in our community that are committed to helping those in need. Working for our Father in these ways has transformed my life!


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